Are you so calm & so serene in the midst of a storm?

Looking back at the past year when my daughter Mal passed. There was a part of me that was calm, serene, and relieved. I miss her so and the grief is a torental wave at times where I am brought to my knees and Thank God for answering my prayer and I ask Him to give her a hug and a kiss for me and tell her I love her. When these waves come I retreat to my room for quiet time and sit on my bed in the calmness and sereness of my room. When at work I cry at my desk and my friend Liz will say are you crying I will boohoo saying yes & she will come over and give me a hug. While all this is happening and the waves at home I use my oils and thank God for answering my prayer for Malorie not being tormented anymore. 20 years of this pure HELL was unbearable with what little pieces she would let me in to see and the torment her children and of course her brothers, dad and I would go through. It was a family affair. The prayer God answered for me from the depths of my soul was God deliver her. That Saturday standing by her bed in the ICU. I told God I know you can heal her, you are The Healer, Deliver and can raise her anew. I also said to God and prayed millions of times that if she gets healed I want full deliverance where she doesn't have to be tormented by this demonic influence any more. Lord take her if this is your will. I held Mals hand and said baby it is just you and me again like it was when you were born this time I’m walking you Home. Go and be free!!!! When I received the call on that Friday morning there was a release, a calm, peace, and serene presence of God invaded me. I knew He Answered me and the torment for the family, and the stress was lifted. Now we just miss her and grieve her being gone. We talk about her daily use of the oils, and I have found a group of friends who are walking the path I am and I love helping others and they are helping me. I found out there are alot more who are suffering from Grief and depression, and families living with addiction and would love to love them. If one life is saved from depression, addiction and years of torment from grieving then I'm here for you!! This is the cry of my heart!! Love Les